I went hangout with some of my old friends, we're just having fun like usually. But, after home, it feels so empty. That's why I write this entry. Where do I can share my whole story on that day? I be 'that one listener friend' but who would like to listen to me?
I lost myself A LOT this year. I lost my confidence, I lost my close friends (a lot), I've broken up, my semester score is getting unstable, there are no K-pop biases to hype up (they were on hiatus lol), I argued with my family for a long time, I cried a lot, I don't have someone to talk with, and I'm all alone.
Am I supposed to be happy? []
When I write this, I don't even understand what's the point of writing only A MEMORY. I've been through a lot, to be honest, I want to tell you guys many if I was able to.
So, this is early September, right? I cried last night just because of a single tiktok video that appears in my 'for you page' (this b is pretty dumb IKR). It has messed up already in the beginning. Currently, I'm tired of sitting on this freaking chair, looking at my laptop, and doing my assignment... I really want to throw my whole body on my bed and sleep all day.
Cloudy vibes! ― I don't really into summertime like it's pretty HOT. And the weather is cloudy but bright lately, it's calming me so that I can enjoy my day.
I have read the whole chapter on webtoon, so I'm looking for a website that uploads the manhua translation in English, and I must wait every week for a chapter. But it's worth the wait! (I have to know my limit as a reader who read it illegally, lol)
Anyways, I LOVE SEONG TAEHOON<3<3<3 AND BAEK SEONGJUN ALSO even tho I'm not a fan of a villain BUT HE'S HOT BE FOR REAL HE'S KINDEST (source: trust me).
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Since the challenge is written in English, I would like to do it in English too even though my English is kind of bad... it's okay, I consider it as practice.
I won't post every day but I'll try to complete them. And, I set its goal to a minimum there is an entry each month. I hope I can enjoy this. []
JUJUR aku kangen banget ngeblog kaya waktu di umur 9-10 tahunan gitu, rasanya produktif banget, deh bisa cerita setiap hari. Entri-entriku udah aku hapusin, sih, jadi ga bisa flashback juga huhu.
In my recent post, I written it with fully English. Walaupun lebih kayak broken English, sih. Labil banget ya, pengen nulis pakai bahasa apa... Tapi, kayanya entri ini aku bilingual, deh.
Hari ini, aku ada waktu luang dan pengen nulis lagi di blog. Aku mau sharing gitu. Lebih tepatnya, sharing untuk dibaca lagi sama aku di masa depan. Aku tau sebenernya gak ada yang baca tulisanku juga. Memangnya masih ada yang baca blog? Sekarang lebih enjoy nonton video blog gak sih?
Waktu aku ngetik ini, aku juga sambiI benerin chatbox-ku yang rusak. Oh ya, I feel sOo dumb sejak lama banget ga ngeblog dan otak-atik HTML. Tadi, aku ngedit bullet untuk blog, tapi aku cuma taruh <li> doang ga pakai penutup </li>
Aku sudah gak punya inspirasi lagi buat ubah tema blog ini, sih. Kurasa, abu-abu lebih netral. Sebelumnya, kan, pink atau ungu. Aku lagi pengen rajin post aja (padahal kalau sambat enakan di twitter). Aku juga instal blogger mobile, biar lebih mudah aksesnya. Walau berantakan, nanti aku sunting pas udah buka via desktop! Untuk tampilan, kayanya gini aja dulu HEHE.
mAAF untuk siapapun yang nanti baca tulisan ini karena berantakan banget. see you. []
