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Songs that accompany me during heartbreak Tuesday, September 15, 2026 0 comment


Hi, we meet again, Blogger.
In short, I’ve broken up after three damn years in a relationship. This is my very first long term relationship with a guy. I spent almost half of my college life with him. Even our families have known each other. All the problems we had over those years always found a way to get solved and made our bond stronger, but in the end, he failed me (or maybe it was us?).
Anyway, proudly said, these are the songs that have accompanied me and my feelings whenever I feel like I’m dying.

Payung Teduh - Untuk Perempuan Yang Sedang Dalam Pelukan

This song is a sensitive topic for me. It contains a lot of memories.. I always felt hugged when hearing this song. It’s literally dalam pelukanI remember a time when someone uploaded one of my (adorable, lol) picture with this song on Instagram, and I still remember the joy I felt for seeing it.

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My TOP Reality Club’s songs Thursday, July 16, 2026 0 comment


Hi,
long long time since my last entry! I’m back with thoughts about my favorite band recently. 

A little throwback, I started listening to Reality Club since I know one of their vocalist is Fathia Izzati (I knew her from Agung Hapsah!). The first song I listened to is Alexandra, but maybe I’m too young to understand how beautiful the song is. The type of their song at that time didn’t match my taste (I love noisy songs), after that, even people said that Reality Club is the Indonesian version of Arctic Monkeys, which made me a casual listener of theirs. 

After a few times, I listened to Am I Bothering You? and I'm in LOVE! It was the right time to get closer to the band, since at that time I was actually in a similar situationship. 

I still casually listened to their songs. Until, for the first time, I watched their concert at ANFE 2025, I went deeper into their discography. Then, I decided to will always try to attend their concert whenever they go to my city. Recently, I went to Bluedrue Intimate Grand Opening that starred RC as their guest. So happy to meet them this close.

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Review my DEADLY 3RD SEMESTER Monday, December 11, 2023 0 comment


The best words to describe this last six month is what a life. IT WAS HELL OF A RIDE!

There is no announcement about the practicums yet, but surely I nailed it. How do I describe what is like this semester? Its like I have a bunch of committee list, with your five active practicums, and the other lecturer assignments at the same time. I have no time to rest. But, OK LETS GO TO THE POINTS. 

 

Paleontology

Not my passion to memorize anatomy/body parts/taxonomy/whatever it is, but this practicum is really fun to do! All the chapter here make me have to be extra to get the minimum score (me being dumb). My group, who I already felt close with–in real life–shouldve been easier to communicate IN FACT we are NOT. We have to talk about something IN REAL LIFE. Luckily, all the assistants are always kind to us :)

Most unforgettable moment: got a 10 score out of 100.. AMAZING ACHIEVEMENT.

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Review 2nd semester practicums Friday, June 30, 2023 0 comment


So, after hearing some juicy news about the 2nd semester practicum, which is Topography Mapping aka Pemetaan Topografi which sounds deadly, so hard, and so on, finally I survived. 
With gratitude, I proudly announce that I surpassed the 2nd semester!
Many seniors of mine said that this practicum will cost double combo energies. While in the field, countless data processing, making the output, and many more (strongly agreed). I was so thrilled to know that we were finally going to use ArcGIS software for data analysis and data processing!

In the field, we can't just take or capture the data, because we should make sure the tools that we used is on the stable condition, don't overheat because of the crazy Kalimantan sun, and most importantly, they should be centered so the data is more accurate. The tools that I don't expect to learn with such a price... like theodolite, waterpass, also total station...? All of them worth hundred million rupiahs...

Almost forgot to mention that the assistants are Bang Yazid (coordinator), Mba Jasmine, Bang Bagus aka Bogel, Bang Rafi, Bang Safar, and Bang Guntur. They have their own specialties! This time, they introduced themselves and assisted us like there was no pressure, but also there is a sign that we should take notes seriously! This is important! It sounds like that in my head. My seniors here rarely got mad, not as much as they did in the 1st semester (maybe it's because freshman disease). 

Also, this semester is kind of special to me, like we're getting our... It's like field clothes called KORSA (not every engineering major called their field clothes like this, but mostly Geological students knew it). I think this semester is so nice to me. My favorite semester that I can enjoy my balanced life! I can explore foods, manage to do organizational work, practicum, and exams. I think I did it very well.

I hope life is always this good!

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Review 1st semester practicums Thursday, November 10, 2022 0 comment


Hi! I’ve already passed all the practicums! See? I can go through this! There were four practicums in the first semester. Two practicums were local courses (the assistant was my senior), and the other two were coordinated from different study programs.
Basic Geology
This one is the most exciting practicum because, apart from being the basis of my major, the work is just interesting. I love minerals! The more I look into them, the more I get interested! They’re so pretty, and the way they formed is just so cool and amazing. This course made me more and more grateful for God’s creations.
Thing we DESCRIBE (andecite and dacite my fav)
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Every song in stray kids' album IN生 Wednesday, July 20, 2022 0 comment


HI! As a STAY myself, this is my favorite album. IN LIFE is the first repackaged album by stray kids. It contains several songs from the previous full album and many songs that I love from GO LIVE also in this album. It's been 2 years since the release, and I still think this album is perfect for me! I have a lot to say about each song, so here are my thoughts!

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Recent BINGE-WATCHING!! Moriarty The Patriot Monday, June 13, 2022 0 comment


I felt super lonely and decided to rent a virtual boyfriend. Long story short, I met a boy named Louis. He told me in his promotion that his favorite anime is Bungou Stray Dogs and Moriarty The Patriot. I booked him for the middle of June. Then, I started binge-watching Moriarty The Patriot to talk about it in session, lol!

Disclaimer, this is a subjective review by an anime watcher ONLY.

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10 THINGS to write challenge Wednesday, June 1, 2022 0 comment


I've got nothing to do so I'd like to do this challenge. I'm going to compile all the question above for an entry only.

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How to add comment section on blogskins Saturday, February 12, 2022 1 comment


HI~! So, if you're looking at your blogskins code or several on the internet that were reposted by bloggers out there... some of them had no comment box. I was struggling to edit this blog because I forgot how the fudge I added a comment section to my recent template. I'm posting this in case someday I forget it again.
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Vent: MT Saturday, December 11, 2021 0 comment


Hi? I don't know but I felt so lone lonely lately. I'm afraid people are getting tired of me, avoid me, and don't want to be friends again with me. 

I went hangout with some of my old friends, we're just having fun like usually. But, after home, it feels so empty. That's why I write this entry. Where do I can share my whole story on that day? I be 'that one listener friend' but who would like to listen to me? 

I lost myself A LOT this year. I lost my confidence, I lost my close friends (a lot), I've broken up, my semester score is getting unstable, there are no K-pop biases to hype up (they were on hiatus lol), I argued with my family for a long time, I cried a lot, I don't have someone to talk with, and I'm all alone. 

Am I supposed to be happy? []

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A memory that stabbed my back Thursday, September 2, 2021 0 comment



When I write this, I don't even understand what's the point of writing only A MEMORY. I've been through a lot, to be honest, I want to tell you guys many if I was able to.


So, this is early September, right? I cried last night just because of a single tiktok video that appears in my 'for you page' (this b is pretty dumb IKR). It has messed up already in the beginning. Currently, I'm tired of sitting on this freaking chair, looking at my laptop, and doing my assignment... I really want to throw my whole body on my bed and sleep all day.


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Things that make me happy (at this moment) Tuesday, August 31, 2021 0 comment


HI~! I'd like to write the things that make me feel secure, pleasured, and loved intensely. So, these are the things that make me the happiest this month!!

Cloudy vibes! ― I don't really into summertime like it's pretty HOT. And the weather is cloudy but bright lately, it's calming me so that I can enjoy my day.

Webtoon How to Fight 
― This is a masterpiece! I started to read this manhua early this year, and I won't regret it. I love how the character develops from zero to hero. The conflict is kinda heavy for me... politics, gangster, money, etc.

I have read the whole chapter on webtoon, so I'm looking for a website that uploads the manhua translation in English, and I must wait every week for a chapter. But it's worth the wait! (I have to know my limit as a reader who read it illegally, lol)

Anyways, I LOVE SEONG TAEHOON<3<3<3 AND BAEK SEONGJUN ALSO even tho I'm not a fan of a villain BUT HE'S HOT BE FOR REAL HE'S KINDEST (source: trust me).

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TOPICs to talk about Thursday, August 5, 2021 0 comment


Hi! I have no idea what I'm going to post about so I decided to join this challenge. Um, not to join but at least I have a topic to talk about.

Since the challenge is written in English, I would like to do it in English too even though my English is kind of bad... it's okay, I consider it as practice.

I won't post every day but I'll try to complete them. And, I set its goal to a minimum there is an entry each month. I hope I can enjoy this. []

A YEAR Thursday, July 29, 2021 0 comment



HI~~ It's been a year since I rant my boredom. Nevertheless, pandemic isn't over yet :(

JUJUR aku kangen banget ngeblog kaya waktu di umur 9-10 tahunan gitu, rasanya produktif banget, deh bisa cerita setiap hari. Entri-entriku udah aku hapusin, sih, jadi ga bisa flashback juga huhu.

In my recent post, I written it with fully English. Walaupun lebih kayak broken English, sih. Labil banget ya, pengen nulis pakai bahasa apa... Tapi, kayanya entri ini aku bilingual, deh.

Hari ini, aku ada waktu luang dan pengen nulis lagi di blog. Aku mau sharing gitu. Lebih tepatnya, sharing untuk dibaca lagi sama aku di masa depan. Aku tau sebenernya gak ada yang baca tulisanku juga. Memangnya masih ada yang baca blog? Sekarang lebih enjoy nonton video blog gak sih?

Waktu aku ngetik ini, aku juga sambiI benerin chatbox-ku yang rusak. Oh ya, I feel sOo dumb sejak lama banget ga ngeblog dan otak-atik HTML. Tadi, aku ngedit bullet untuk blog, tapi aku cuma taruh <li> doang ga pakai penutup </li>

Aku sudah gak punya inspirasi lagi buat ubah tema blog ini, sih. Kurasa, abu-abu lebih netral. Sebelumnya, kan, pink atau ungu. Aku lagi pengen rajin post aja (padahal kalau sambat enakan di twitter). Aku juga instal blogger mobile, biar lebih mudah aksesnya. Walau berantakan, nanti aku sunting pas udah buka via desktop! Untuk tampilan, kayanya gini aja dulu HEHE.

mAAF untuk siapapun yang nanti baca tulisan ini karena berantakan banget. see you. []

Me and the boredom Monday, May 11, 2020 0 comment


Huhu, just gotta tell you it's been 15 months since my recent entry. Now, in 2020, WE'RE LIVING IN PANDEMIC!! We have to stay at home, work, and also school from home. I got bored so I write this. I feel like I'm gonna curse everyone who bothers me. All I ever do is laying in my bed and do nothing like a piece of shit. NOT REALLY HEHE I study from home so I had so many classes and homework. But, I also watch some animes and k-drama <3 

MAYBE I GOT A NEW HOBBY! I love cooking! Especially baking. To be honest, I'm not that good at cooking the main course... I rarely help my mom in the kitchen lol sorry mum I love you. I really enjoy baking crusty brownies and sponge cake lately (I made it for Bang Chan's birthday!!). Next, I'd like to try soft cookies. Also, I'm trying to accomplish my terang bulan recipes. Wish me luck! I already serve terang bulan for my best friends and my boyfriend, and luckily they said it's delicious. They do not even trust me that I made it by myself -_- 

I spent my money a lot this week. I have known about skincare now, and I bought some of them last week because THEY are ALL EMPTY AT THE SAME TIME! I'm so sad because I have pimples and struggling with acne scars (the type is PIH I guess, I'm not sure). I'm trying to get rid of them. 

And anyways, I lost my co.vu domain T___T it doesn't work either for Blogspot. That's all for today! Maybe, I'll write another sadness tomorrow.

I hope tomorrow will be happy LOL so see ya![]

TEAMWORK madya 2018!! Tuesday, February 5, 2019 1 comment


Temu Madya Bontang 2018!1!! 
Aym so proud to be part of madya spansa.
Warning: Longpost.

"Karena mempertahankan itu lebih sulit daripada merebut." -Kak J

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AOT SEASON 3!! Tuesday, December 11, 2018 2 comment


Warning: Spoiler alert + unnecessary yapping

Hi~ 

I still have nothing to do, and tomorrow I have an English test:3 Do you know the third season of Attack on Titan has been paused for a while? Nah, we won't talk about that. I got something weird in this season, like where are all the mindless titans? How about Grisha Jaeger's backstory? Who are Levi's parents? If you have read the manga, you might know why. Let's discuss!

This season tells us about the backstory of the mystery from the previous season. From the opening, we cannot see any titans. This season may not focus on titan vs titan fights, but on fights among humans. It also tells us about political things. 

As we know, the Scouting Legion's motto is "For the Glory of Humanity", because it's their intention lol. Their logo means "wings of freedom". They want all humans to feel free and know there is a sea outside the walls. It's like Armin's dream. 

Anyways, let me introduce you to my ALL TIME FAVORITE ANIME OPENING... shoutout to... 

RED SWAN!! 

Next. As we know, outside the walls, Marleyans and Eldians live on the main continent. The fake King brainwashed Eldians living inside the walls. The Ministry has rewritten human history. So, Eldians who live inside the walls don't know about the world outside. They will always dedicate their work to the King so he will be rich, and the town will always be glorious and prosperous. Only Asians and Ackermans did not weigh on his brainwashing. So some Ackermans live on the mountain, far from the town, like Mikasa's family did. 

In the early episodes, it shows the coup against the fake king by Erwin Smith and Dot Pixis. Erwin did that because the military always covers up the real story from society. Anyone who brings out the truth dies ASAP, and that happened to Erwin's father. 

Meanwhile, Eldians on the main continent were brainwashed too by Marley. They told them that Eldians inside the walls are so mean, and we must fight them. They don't know if they are fellow Eldians.

MY CRAZY THEORY!!

Levi is Rod's son! In the flashbacks that show that Kenny is Levi's uncle, we know that Levi's mother (Kuchel Ackerman) is a prostitute. One day, she got pregnant by one of her customers. She loved the baby and decided to give birth. This is how Levi was born. Then, Kuchel was sick, and after a long time, she passed away and left Levi alone. WHAT IF... the customer is Rod Reiss? That's why Levi isn't tall LOL NVM.

Kenny starts teaching Levi how to fight like an Ackerman with a blade and knife until Levi becomes a criminal, etc. RRRAH ALL I KNOW IS THIS SEASON IS GOING TO BE FUN!!! I have read the manga, but their animation version... *chef kiss* Thank you WIT Studio <3

Let's meet again after Attack on Titan ends.

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Tumblr backgrounds Monday, December 10, 2018 4 comment


HI~! Since tumblr got blocked from our server, it caused many parts of my blog are not able to see well and messed up (the pictures changed like minus shape?) T^T 

So, I recreate the image URL!!




 







Hope it helps! []

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